I'm not totally trusting myself, I don't see how I can attract I don't see how attraction works, this I cannot track the game of boy-girl attraction, I don't see how I can win, if the only choices are 50-year relations or else living in sin it's confusing to me how to live this, when often I don't even know the question if I don't understand how women think, how can I trust when they say "yes"? I don't perceive women enough through all my senses, I can't work out the problems I can't reason through what's going on with me, and I can't figure out the rest