I'm not totally trusting myself, I don't see how I can attract

I don't see how attraction works, this I cannot track

the game of boy-girl attraction, I don't see how I can win,

if the only choices are 50-year relations or else living in sin

it's confusing to me how to live this, when often I don't even know the question

if I don't understand how women think, how can I trust when they say "yes"?

I don't perceive women enough through all my senses, I can't work out the problems

I can't reason through what's going on with me, and I can't figure out the rest